W: no i get it!! W: like it DOES require some giving up of control for SURE W: and honestly i think ppl like me and you kinda need a level of control so we can play casual W: like i get BITCHY when i get put on my back foot
W: i guess the thing that makes it easier with azul is i just really like how much fun he has with it?
uniTEA: clasps ur hand lol uniTEA: the handclasp of salty salty hiss hiss tea-w solidarity
uniTEA: hmm that makes sense uniTEA: like it's a treat for the both of you?
uniTEA: speaking of playing it casual tho i wonder if uniTEA: like uniTEA: part of me shying away from approaching this has been a sinking suspicion that if they take it too seriously and earnestly i will PERISH from embarrassment. like obviously they have to take my very legit feelings seriously or else ill punch them in the teeth and then ask you if you want a turn lol. but if they made a big deal of it or tried to baby me?? ugh. no.
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W: like it DOES require some giving up of control for SURE
W: and honestly i think ppl like me and you kinda need a level of control so we can play casual
W: like i get BITCHY when i get put on my back foot
W: i guess the thing that makes it easier with azul is i just really like how much fun he has with it?
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uniTEA: the handclasp of salty salty hiss hiss tea-w solidarity
uniTEA: hmm that makes sense
uniTEA: like it's a treat for the both of you?
uniTEA: speaking of playing it casual tho i wonder if
uniTEA: like
uniTEA: part of me shying away from approaching this has been a sinking suspicion that if they take it too seriously and earnestly i will PERISH from embarrassment. like obviously they have to take my very legit feelings seriously or else ill punch them in the teeth and then ask you if you want a turn lol. but if they made a big deal of it or tried to baby me?? ugh. no.
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W: the overcompensating
W: i guess you could just tell them not to be weird
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uniTEA: i do worry a bit tho that people might take THAT weird
uniTEA: or at least be awkward about it
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W: then if you don't like it it's not out of left field to tell them so
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uniTEA: id at least have to warn them that i might react badly. them pesky reflexes and all
uniTEA: do you ever have that problem?
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uniTEA: that's a text representation of the noise i just made
uniTEA: bless you guys
uniTEA: also thanks w, this has really helped.
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W: i know it's like a weird situation to navigate but i think keeping it light can help
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uniTEA: hopefully anyway
uniTEA: i'll probly end up kicking down your metaphorical door about it again tho
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